Kaitlin is in San Diego for the weekend and I'm all alone, save the dog. I still don't have many friends out here save people from work, who I don't want to hang out with outside of work, really. Barbara from my old store is in town visiting and I was supposed to get brunch with her but that didn't pan out. I decided to go into the city to catch Marie Antoinette, but for the second time, it was sold out when I tried to see it. That would've been fine but it started to pour harder than I've seen it pour in a long time. I was so soaked, I decided to just come home. Trips into the city are sometimes a bust.
Lately, my life seems filled with empty gaps of time lost. Like, I go into my room and come out three hours later and I can't tell you that I did a thing I might have done. And I've been eating lots of cold take-out. Today's lunch menu: cold samosas and saag aloo. I don't think you're supposed to eat these things cold but we need to buy a microwave as a toaster oven isn't very condusive to warming left-overs.
Has anyone seen the new wave of Truth commercials? They're really starting to hurt me as I've been smoking again lately and those cowboys singing in the street with the holes in their throats really freak me out. When you get older and develop addictions, I guess they always haunt you. I feel kind of defeated after not smoking for a year and some change. I feel like I'm back at square one.
Anyway, these musings ain't going anywhere, but now I at least have a log that I did do something today.